I can't stand with all this shit any longer. Please god, take me away nd shut me down. As no one care, nd no one be there. I don't wanna to live anymore. I wish my illness will getting worst day by day nd I could say goodbye to everyone faster than I should nd nd wait them dekat atas sana. I cried when I wrote this.



p/s ; imissyou , yeah , truely i really miss you , imissTHEoldyou, PLEASE GOD gimme the old him ,i wanna the   old him , i wanna the old memories ,which just me and you, there no other , i really wanna it , can i ;( ?