"There it goes again .
That heavy feeling in your chest when you don’t feel any desire to speak or move .
All you want to do is close your eyes and sleep ,
because the process of being broken is incredibly exhausting .
You attempt your best to make your days fulfilling ,
but no matter how hard you try you can’t seem to connect to anyone or anything .
If you had a choice you’d prefer to be numb ,
and not feel anything at all if it means the aching would stop .
You have no concrete idea as to what to do or how to feel—
all you know for sure is that you want to be okay (: ."
