HATE IT -,-' (!)

i hate you 'blackout' ! 
you're interrupting me ! 
Arghhh ! 
i don't want blackout happen again . 
cause its scaring me out .
i hate it when everytime i wanted to go to sleep (alone) ,
cause i'll definitely think about blackout .in my mind ,
it always says "hope that blackout won't happen when i'm alone in my room cause i'm afraid if ghost will disturb me when there's no light" 
FYI ,
i never switch off my lamp everytime i went to sleep HAHA :D 
i don't like darkness AT ALL ! that's why .